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"You're so fine in my world....." [Mar. 11th, 2009|06:13 pm]
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Happy birthday my love <3
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- [Feb. 11th, 2009|03:08 am]
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What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone
 

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
 
Looked down on
 
Where Your life is Going
 
Disappointment
 
Death
 
Commitment
 

www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear
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And i don't want to need at all [Feb. 2nd, 2009|02:38 pm]
[Current Music |The Wombats - Kill The Director (CSS remix)]

Yesterday was lonely yet fulfilling, in a way. I was lucky enough to get my hands on the last bottle of Vendetta, which is released along with the S/S'09 Bohemian Fantasy collection, at the Chanel counter. Having said that, i also carelessly misplaced a newly purchased Hugo Boss top on the way back ughh THE PAIN!!!11 So i rushed through all my homework and revision till 3 in the morning for nothing.... I can't believe i'm watching back-to-back episodes of The Hills right now, instead of being in school. I feel kinda guilty for skipping so many schooldays in just the first month, but the way school has been treating me just puts me in no mood for anything at all. This is an absolutely pointless entry, but i am just so damn bored - which will probably explain why i'm resorting to scripted reality tv........... Omg, and this guy totally looks like my biology teacher:






The resemblance is uncanny, LOL.
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SCHOOL RANT. once again. [Jan. 18th, 2009|04:30 pm]
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How can you just strip me off my leadership position like that?! Fucking unfair. Just because you simply judged me from my looks/grades/late-coming or whatnot and say that i don't seem interested? Oh.. you are so wrong, betch. I was actually looking forward to assisting in leading this year's sports day/swimming carnival etc. And besides, what has all those aspects have got to do with affecting the way i lead my house?! Like as if house practices involve algebra sums/attire checks/punctuality orders. It simply incorporates sportsmanship, team work, and spirit. Of course, i do think that it is crucial to balance both your dignified personal appearance/studies/punctuality and extra-curricular/house activities, but aren't you being biased here?! YOU KNOW WHAT THE BEST FUCKING PART IS???? You couldn't even have the courage to come straight up to my fucking ugly face to tell me this piece of fucked up news and state your bullshit reason why so, or just come forward to ask if i still wanted to have that role. I had to find out like days later, INDIRECTLY from a student?! WOW. HOW FUCKING UNPROFESSIONAL AND CHILDISH. I SOO RESPECT THAT. And if you somehow stumble upon this post and sue/report me for slander/vulgarities against authority, i have fucking proof & witnesses mind you. And yea, you'd be hypocritical if you do so anyways... Cuz word got out and even i know what you said to that poor girl on the other end of the phone line.. what a role model (; Don't get me wrong, i am not ranting because "Oh dearrr.... I'm not going to get any points for leadership, oh noooo i can't get into the school of my choice!! Oh no, oh dear me..." OH HELL NO. Everyone should know by now that i don't give a shit about all that. Cuz even if i do get points for leadership, i'll still get a D7 or wtv for that cca score thingy because i do not even have a cca, i haven't participated in any additional modules, and i won't even get a good testimonial because it's no secret that the whole school authority detests me. Personally, i have absolutely zilch against you, but this is probably the cherry on top of that cake because i'm just so damn pissed off at your actions and unfairness. I would've done this same rant if this had happened to someone else as well.

And this goes to the one school figure that everyone simply adores... you say that i should wash everything off my face because apparently, to you, SUNSCREEN IS MAKE UP JUST BECAUSE IT CHANGES THE COLOR OF MY FACE, AND THEREFORE I SHOULD WASH MY MAKE UP OFF. What kind of seriously fucked-up logic is that?! Sunscreen is colorless, i don't even use the tinted ones. And don't you know that generally all effective physical sunscreens gives a white cast on your face, because of the zinc/titanium oxide and its consistency?? Oh, right, because evidently it shows [on your face] that you don't use one. And i give a damn about what you say because i WILL continue to wear sunscreen to school everyday without fail. If my "white face" receives complaints from the staff/students/a member of the public, please do inform me, and i will pay the fine for that -_- Like hello i won't wanna end up an ALBINO RAISIN like you when i don't use one.

You can expel me for all i care. I'm sure that even my shitty SAT score would get me to a far less shittier school than this. But as far as this is concerned, you should just cut me some slack, as i have freaking put in so much effort to come early for school, have a proper attire & hairstyle and do all my homework/pay attention in classes this year, just to conform to the school conduct code. And if that isn't enough for you, then i think you should just fucking fuck off from my back because i'm not gonna tolerate this shizz any longer.
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I still miss you sometimes, [Jan. 11th, 2009|01:14 pm]
[Current Music |The Early November - Sunday Drive]



Happy 1st birthday little angel (:
& 2 months to yours...

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Where were you while we were getting high? [Jan. 3rd, 2009|03:56 am]
[Current Music |Matt Pond PA - Champagne Supernova]

"Ey i wanna come over your place..."
-"Wuttt?! You wanna cum all over my face?!"

I'm so bored, and i wanna start going to school only on the 2nd week or something, but the principal was already looking for me yesterday when i didn't turn up.... Anw,

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.


1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:



2. A place you’d like to travel to:

Miami, FL


3. Your favourite place:



4. Your favourite food:



sushi. candy. pizza.


5. Your favourite animal:




6. Your favourite color:




7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

cardigans


(Graphic) tees


8. Your favourite song:
ATM,



9. Your favourite tv show:




10. First name of your significant other / crush:



11. The town in which you live in:



12. Your screen name / nickname:

sgt. pepper's lonely hearts club band


13. Your first job:

(still a) student


14. Your dream job:

(Hopefully, award-winning) international make-up artist


15. A bad habit you have:

procrastination


16. Your worst fear:

Losing someone [i] love


17. The one thing you’d like to do before you die:



18. The first thing you’ll buy if you get $1,000,000:

Posh apartment
 
....i tag all my friends on my journal lol
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Holiday [Dec. 24th, 2008|07:36 am]
[Current Music |Bat For Lashes - What's A Girl To Do?]



More pictures under the cut
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So i finally got around to post the pictures from the trip. Though i did enjoy myself, thoroughly i might add, on a certain occasion... it was quite a bore overall, especially having been there countless times before. The only notably new places i went to was Melrose Ave, and California Adventure Park. Strange as it may seem, i can never really get myself to love L.A. I mean, don't get me wrong, i love the celebrity 'ambience', quaint, interesting suburbs, and the wide array of lifestyles.. but i don't see what the big hype is all about; i can't exactly see myself pursuing my career or residing there. I don't know, maybe i'm just not used to it yet. Or maybe i just need to wait till i turn 21. Hint hint. But for now, NYC is where my heart belongs. And it doesn't really bother me that it's fast-paced or 'too cosmopolitan'. East Coast ftw!

On a separate note, I am much too peeved with myself for taking this holiday break for granted, by leading such an idle lifestyle, to the point where i'm even too lazy to drag my lard ass out of my bed or off the couch/chair/wtv to do even the most straightforward of my everyday doings. You cannot imagine the amount of aggravation i have in me, for having to allow my comfort zone to overcome my rather paramount priorities. Hence, much regret has been with me, from this whole 2 months or so of procrastinating school-related stuff, assignments and the likes. My brain cells have deteriorated; long-lasting mind blocks, extremely foolish acts (which almost always lead to consequences..), short term memory, failure to comprehend.... and the list goes on...... I am downright miserable, uninspired, stubborn and too bloody numb. I'm ready for a change. All i need is genuine care and support from - at this point of time - just about anyone......

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Keep your sadness alive [Nov. 30th, 2008|10:01 am]
[Current Music |Rock Kills Kid - I Turn My Camera On]

My senses so unbelievably low........... The non-existant ashes of nothingness hovering in my mind; i need to learn how to feel again-emotionally of course. 

Eff this shit, i'm checking out. I hope Cali treats me well.

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